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July 18 （zz自现虎谭）为你弹奏一首肖邦的夜曲,纪念那逝去的三年笑声Date: July 6, 2007 9:46 AM Topic: （zz自现虎谭）为你弹奏一首肖邦的夜曲,纪念那 逝去的三年笑声 老陈走了 关闭出租车门的时刻，老陈给我们仨照了张挥手的像 隔壁的寝室都空了，人都走光了。我们四个大老爷们， 舍不得分开，就这样能在一起多 过一天就多过一天。 下楼的时候，大家都没有说话，不知道怎么说，心里酸 酸的。张不开口，怕说话会带出 哽咽的声音。 快到食堂门口的时候，我说经过602的寝室共同决定，授 予老陈你602第一帅称号，同时 授予你602第一sao称号，以表彰你三年来对寝室的贡献。 老王说感觉就像昨天，老陈背着行礼推门进来，他睡在 床上，然后坐起来。三年前穿的 是那件红色的T恤，今天也是穿的那件。 明天我们都要走了，三年的点点滴滴在昨晚都过了一 遍。四个大老爷们的男人之间的感 情。 说再见，不是永远分离，而是为了再见一面。 为你弹奏一首肖邦的夜曲，纪念我们那逝去的三年的感 情。 （zz自现虎谭）为你弹奏一首肖邦的夜曲,纪念那逝去的三年笑声Date: July 6, 2007 9:46 AM Topic: （zz自现虎谭）为你弹奏一首肖邦的夜曲,纪念那 逝去的三年笑声 老陈走了 关闭出租车门的时刻，老陈给我们仨照了张挥手的像 隔壁的寝室都空了，人都走光了。我们四个大老爷们， 舍不得分开，就这样能在一起多 过一天就多过一天。 下楼的时候，大家都没有说话，不知道怎么说，心里酸 酸的。张不开口，怕说话会带出 哽咽的声音。 快到食堂门口的时候，我说经过602的寝室共同决定，授 予老陈你602第一帅称号，同时 授予你602第一sao称号，以表彰你三年来对寝室的贡献。 老王说感觉就像昨天，老陈背着行礼推门进来，他睡在 床上，然后坐起来。三年前穿的 是那件红色的T恤，今天也是穿的那件。 明天我们都要走了，三年的点点滴滴在昨晚都过了一 遍。四个大老爷们的男人之间的感 情。 说再见，不是永远分离，而是为了再见一面。 为你弹奏一首肖邦的夜曲，纪念我们那逝去的三年的感 情。 没有谭局的潇洒文笔，我只有简陋的文字。skie走的时 候心情很低落，尽管精疲力尽，但是还是爬了一个早， 送送这相处了三年的兄弟。记得是谭局叫住了skie，记 得在宿舍楼下skie掏出了手机给我们几个拍照，也记得 眼泪在眼眶里转了一圈，只被阳光偷偷看见。最后一顿 早餐，很沉寂，大家话都很少，现在已经通过精神交流 了，因为嗓子这时退化了。说再见，道珍重。车渐远， 挥手别。习惯性的回头，希望车打了一个弯又回来了。 回来后发现谭局的眼睛有点肿，不知道是没睡好还是积 满了泪水。渐渐的，心情也平静下来了。其实，不只谭 局和老王在回想3年前，我和skie前晚也在宿舍回忆初次 见面的一点一滴。 老王出发的很仓促，忙忙碌碌一早上，直到中午才把托 运的东西处理好，来不及最后的谈心说笑。嘈杂的芳 华，我和老王安静的吃完了午饭，老王的眼神告诉我， 离别的时刻将近。送走老王的最后一段，拿出手机，记 录下老王的背影，蹒跚而沉重。一切都是那么仓促，只 怪时间不能暂停。慌慌忙忙地打了一辆车，老王要走 了。穿过车窗，老王神情紧张，我知道，那是离别时的 激动。没有拦住出租车，没有打开车门和老王拥抱，没 有打算策出老王的眼泪，一切都是静静的，传统中国人 似的内敛。也许，正如歌词里说的，拥抱并不代表亲 切，此刻，存有对于拥抱那种感觉的渴望或许更加让人 怀念曾经一起的时光。 和谭局的分别只能用淡化来描述。经历了两度离别，我 们的承受能力都达到了极限。在送老王归来的路上，我 们还在讨论如果在给老王煽情一下，老王就决堤了，我 想，如果真是那样，大概我们都会守不住最后的防线 ──尽管我们还很坚强的说自己控制里极强，尤其是 我“骄傲”的说已经10多年没流过眼泪了。在寝室聊了 许久，终于还是要离开这窝藏三年的十几平方，在关上 房门的同时，收藏了最后一眼。老大和小洪帮我们把行 李抬到楼下，办理完退还寝室的手续，我和谭局在门口 道了别，尽管当时说会在学校逗留一段时间，说明天再 见。可是现在看来，这明天不知会在明日的哪一天了。 我微笑不代表不伤心，我哭泣不代表不高兴，只希望身 边所有的人一切都好！希望所有的兄弟姐妹一切都好！ Akon--Don't MatterOh Ohoohwooe Oooh Ooohhwooe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Cause we gon' fight Oh yes, we gon' fight Believe we gon' fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together Nobody thought we'd last forever I feel I'm hopin' and prayin' Things between us gon' get better Men steady comin' after you Women steady comin' after me Seem like everybody wanna go for self And don't wanna respect boundaries Tellin' you all those lies Just to get on your side But I must admit there was a couple secrets I held inside But just know that I tried To always apologize And I'ma have you first always in my heart To keep you satisfied Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no Cause I got you babe Cause we gon' fight Oh yes we gon' fight Believe we gon' fight Fight for our right to love, yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you Got every right to wanna leave Got every right to wanna go Got every right to hit the road And never talk to me no more You don't even have to call Even check for me at all Because the way I been actin' lately Has been off the wall Especially towards you Puttin' girls before you And they watchin' everything I been doin' Just to hurt you Most of it just ain't you Ain't true And they won't show you How much of a queen you are to me And why I love you baby Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Cause we gon' fight Oh yes we gon' fight Believe we gon' fight Fight for our right to love, yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you Oh oh, oh oh oh Cause I got you Oh oh, oh oh oh Cause I got you Ooooh Cause I got you babe Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Cause we gon' fight Oh yes we gon' fight Believe we gon' fight Fight for our right to love, yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you babe Cause we gon' fight Oh yes we gon' fight Believe we gon' fight Fight for our right to love, yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter, no Cause I got you August 30 Good News.Apple snuggles up to Google with Schmidt joining BOD
Google just unveiled its first formal move towards an online office suite Sunday night. Everyone is watching to see how Apple will bring new media content online through iTunes and the company already dominates the portable media market. Could close collaboration between online giant Google and Apple hardware pose the most viable threat yet to Microsoft’s long held personal computing leadership? It certainly seems possible. Google alone is frightening enough for Microsoft. One way or the other, this could mean exciting things in the future. Granted, you’ve got to give a nod to the “Google is Evil” perspective and this budding partnership might end up being awful - we’ll see! I at least can’t help but be intrigued. Actually, I don't like MicroSoft, because I bought an iBook, and feel better in using Mac OS. However, MS is more stronger, it has more users. So, I want Apple will get stronger, and it is the good way of corporating with Google which I'd like to use in searching and other supports like googlepages, gmail and so on. January 02 zz from eblog几乎每个人都在庆祝新年，但是，想想，有啥好庆祝的呢？日子还不是一样，没有多什么，也没少什么。一切都是假想，或者说“自慰”。新年新气象，不知道天气有啥不一样？哈哈
昨天，新年的前一天，把自己累的够呛。又开始挑战心理障碍了，竟然跑去游泳。掰手指算算，大概有3、4、5、6年没去游过泳了。去之前还在猜测自己还能不能漂起来，不过好在我的肥肉比较多，比重应该比水轻吧。这念头，虐待自己都得花钱，办了张卡，再买了一套游泳装备，花了我400大洋。哎，能吃多少顿啊。这次的挑战比较大胆，我一向最怕水，我都不知道哪根经不对了，或许是受游泳很能健身的影响吧。哎～～。一进游泳馆，感觉象澡堂，眼镜立刻先泡了个澡。无奈，我只能当阿柄了。换好装备，跳下水去，不是太凉。朋友说，活动起来就不冷了。调整好心态，脚一蹬地，四只蹄子就欢快起来了。努力保持脑袋up水面，我付出的代价是昂贵的，我的calorie啊！后来发现头抬着不但费力，而且还游不快，于是将戴者套套的脑袋浸入水中游。感觉还可以，但是由于入水后眼睛一只闭着，不安全，所以没游多远就立正站好了。就这样，我埋伏在浅水区大概半个多小时。后来，由于受不了一直闭着眼，就跑上去买了个眼镜。那个冷啊，就披了一件外套，跑出门外买眼镜，没有时间讨价还价就又回去了，有种趁火打劫的嫌疑。买了眼镜，当然应该有所表现，于是，我人生中第一次向危险挺进—深水区。游啊游，刚过了交界，心里就有阴影了，于是就变成了游啊游，喝啊喝。好不容易游到了对岸，抓住旁边的浮标，喘了一会，就向回漂。精疲力尽的回去，到了朋友旁边，我立刻说了一声“脚着地真爽啊”。之后，我又游了1、2次深水区，就没再踏足那里了，其实想踏足也踏不了—挨不着底。后来还是巡逻在浅水区一带。 2005年的最后一天，我就这样虐待了自己2个多小时。
2006年一开始，我是醒着的，后来又睡着了，等我再次醒来，全身酸痛，都是归功于2005年的最后一天。 December 28 我想，msn的东西还是这样写比较好。没什么，转载一个先 无聊，就在网上闲逛，遂，发现某明星的blog—徐静蕾的。个人比较喜欢她，可以说，不论是外表还是类型，都比较符合我的要求。可惜，我不符合他的要求。看了一会，发现该blog是其本人操刀。但是，我的兴趣倒不是她blog里写了些什么，我反而更想看看那些留言者都写了些什么，感觉那里才能体验人生百态。她与其在电影里体验人生百态，我说倒不如在这里看得更明白些。最无聊的留言者我想就是那些抢“沙发”的了，不知道为什么要用这个词？但是貌似现在很流行。剩下的两种人，一种是支持的，但是，神经兮兮的，说什么你难过我也急的要死。晕，都不知道他们在干什么？当然，还有一种人，语言刻薄，随心所欲，谁叫言论自由呢，我也不想多说什么。后来，又看了林熙蕾的blog，顺便查了一下她们两的档案，失望...都是70年代中期的人了，和我失之交臂，哈哈。为了寻找安慰，又去看了同龄人范冰冰的博客。哈哈，都是大美女，不过喜欢前两种的多一点，范给人一种缥缈的感觉，不实。 说到人生百态，考场又是一个好地方，恰巧，我也有幸目睹。要说作弊手段高，倒不如说是老师手下留情。站在讲台上，一览无余，考场溜一圈，谁抄谁不抄，片刻便知。最有趣的就是在巡走的时候，那99双眼睛时刻注视着你而不是考卷，好像我是一块磁铁，他们的头都是磁沙一样，我走到哪，焦点就在哪。 人生百态，谁能看尽？上帝知道。 顺便说一下，发现好友的说明档里有 god is a girl. 有道理啊，为啥我们一开始就默认上帝是个男的呢？期待一部电影采用这种思路。 December 20 nnd,眼泪快掉了竟然被两个老头和一个小男孩给感动了，这不是在毁我“冷血动物”的名号吗？
以为自己早就麻木了，前两个礼拜，在家看电视，正好在介绍十大经典电影歌曲，其中包括“妈妈再爱我一次”，“搭错车”等等。当时，我妈说，在看这些电影的时候，几乎每个人从电影院出来都是眼泪汪汪的，可是我记忆犹新，我一点都没想哭的欲望。这时，我听到了一句熟悉的段子，“你就是个冷血动物”－－我表妹对我的赞扬。
难道今天我基因突变了？哎～～～～
对了，电影的名字叫“二手狮王”，英文好像是“the second lion".
更多请看emovie December 18 隐形人今天，成了隐形人，无奈，无聊。
换来换去，还是比较留恋这个msn。毕竟窝在这里有一年了。俗话说，日久生情，真是一点都不假。
新“家页”地址，http://mail.ustc.edu.cn/~ernest November 24 睁开你的眼看大家这么热情的留言，不更新都不好意思了。
今天看了一部电影《睁开你的眼》西班牙的，看来我得补西班牙电影的课了，原来在美国大片和上次叙述的法国片之外又有了一块新土地。
故事的梗概是关于一位富家子弟，在一次聚会上爱上了朋友的女朋友B，后来因为前“玩伴”A的嫉妒心，使得前A在载他回家途中遭遇车祸，A身亡，他毁容。于是，故事发生变化，新女友不再喜欢他，他陷入焦虑，无奈。及其希望整容回原来相貌。在不段努力后，终于，他恢复了容貌，但是，A的阴影却没消失，在他眼中，B的相貌始终都是A的，于是，逐渐精神错乱的他，杀害了B，关入监狱，而以上的都是他在监狱回忆给他医生听的。一切对于他来说，就象是一个梦境.....
实际上，整个故事都是梦境，因为他接受了人体冷冻，为的是在科技发达的未来能够恢复面貌。
看完了电影，我在想，如果哪天，我失忆了，千万别让我回忆东西，狂痛苦！要是那么痛苦，还不如记不起来，从头开始新的生活应该更加爽吧，如果我失忆了，千万别让我回忆以前的东西，一方面，我的记忆本来就短暂，没失忆都已经忘的差不多了，更别提失忆了。所以，朋友们，到时候跟我说一声我们以前是朋友就行了，我想，朋友要的不是能回忆起来以前再一起，更重要的是这种关系，对吧！ November 18 电影没看成本来今天晚上应该去电影院看电影的，哈利波特4首映，但是人狂多，没看成。既然没赶上首映，所以就不急了，因为第二批和最后一批都是一样的效果。
急急忙忙和我妹一起在吃完我有生以来第一顿炒鱿鱼，虽然速度快了点，可是味道还真不错，哈哈，顺便吃了两葱油饼，｀｀｀｀饱。电影没看成，就和我妹在街上闲逛悠，东看看西看看，结果啥也没买，又吃了不少东西，这个晚上就这样过去了。前两天的阴影似乎没在我身上发生过似的，不过这正是我想达到的目的。本来就想通过看电影调节一下神经。先在好了，自我调节良好。
不过，这个周末要忙了，好好工作吧，赶快结束工作的日子吧。果然工作和我想的一样无聊又痛苦。或许，因为我还没正式的工作，所以了解的少一点，又或许，正式因为这个原因，我分的精力要多，所以都没干好吧。
forget it, remember it. 矛盾和统一的结合体。－－一个被马哲同化的人类的总结。:D November 12 好久没来了现在不方便上这个blog了，其实还是比较喜欢这个地方的，可惜就是速度太慢了。啥时候能用的上光纤呢？希望在最近几年吧，哈哈，有点像痴人说梦~~~~~~~~
没办法，现在在自己机器上弄了主页和blog，反正有网无网都能上，呵呵。
申请了个动态ip，但是不太好用，主页地址是 ernestxue.ip58.com/~ernestxue/
blog地址是 ernestxue.ip58.com/~ernestxue/wordpress/
主页正在建，blog正在写。不过这里我也不会放弃的，呵呵，毕竟在这里我留下了很多东西，舍不得~~~~。有必要的话我会添加一些机器上的一些新blog。
写中文还是方便啊~~~~~啥时候能把e文写的这样溜就好了。 October 08 Finally I got my ibookI have been using it for three or four days, and it works well. Everything is ok, I just need time to familiar with it or she.
This afternoon, I got a lock for my little white girl. I am afraid of losing it, not only it costs so high, but also it belongs to me.:D
For this space powered by MS, it doesn't fit for Mac well. But I will keep using this space until I found another good space.
It's time for preparing work now.
I wanna more holidays. September 27 somthing for macSeptember 26 The list of this workdays.Then, Monday has come, and will finish several hours later. I should list the schedule of this week which I should be done.
1, Well prepare for the teaching schedule, there are two times left this week, and I will check their homework then.
2, Make an excell for recording the students' scores and put them on the internet.
3, Writing a 2000 words report of learning materials of Party.
4, Do something about my final issue, but I think I will do nothing about it, the reason may cause by the following list.
5, Thinking about the journey of visiting shanghai, and most important, my ibook. Waiting for me~~~~~~~~
And I think that's all I should do this short long weekday.
Last night, I saw a awful news from bbs. The new ibook is short of storage, many people are missing to acquire this cute thing. God bless me, I want it eagerly. Please, leave me one, the only one. That's enough. I don't wanna go shanghai full of exciting and back with depress.
This noon, I watched the movie, robots, again. I love this movie, for the important reason, it is so funny. The whole movie brings me the only thing, fantastic imagine.
Shocked, I just click a wrong button, and I copy this blog as soon as possible, I am afraid of losing these words.
:D, Thank god, I keep it. September 25 OH~~~~~~~~Today is sunday, cloudy. But I have to work this day. One hour later, I will go to the laboratory for helping students finishing their work on computers. I don't know what can I do this hour. Two roommates are playing game, and I don't wanna join them, because my damned computer runs slowly and slowly. Anyway, it will not work for me any more about 1 week or 2 weeks later. My ibook, my dream laptop will meet me on 10.1, I am waiting that day so long. lol. For other reasons, I have no time to play with them, one hour does not enough to finish one battle. Then, I quit.
Last night, before I was preparing the teaching materials, I was addicted into recording my voice, of course, accomplied with rhythm. It was funny. When the first time I heard my own voice, I was shocked. Because I could not recongnize my own voice, it is totally different from the previous feeling which I imagined before. Again and again, I was accustomed by this " strange voice". I enjoyed it very much. After recording several songs from my own throat, I felt good and finished the interesting activity.
Everyday is a wonderful day, we just need the positive attitude and right way. Taking care every day, if possible, every hour, every minute and every second. Life is colourful, however, it covers with dust. The only thing you shoud do is cleaning up this dust. Like the lyrics said, yesterday was dull, but today is technicolor. It is somewhat right. In advance, we should make yesterday colorful too.
And still at last night, I was playing game with nils on msn messenger, a kind of chess. At first, I was full of self-confidence in winning that game, but, I lost.
 The second part, I felt he was intented to set me win. We should be dogfall, because we have the same 3 chessmen. I don't know why he did it for me. But it was funny when chatting with him. Although we have the same bad skill of english, but that can not stop us conversation. We talked anything, present our own mind on something. Then I found we have many same opinions.By now, I am thinking about the roger, we have not been chatting for a long time. Maybe he was busy. Recalling the time when we were talking, he brought me a lot knowledge on game, politics, sports and other funny things. At the beginning, he was looking for a job, but sooner, he became a devoloper in a big game company. He was fond of his work very much. I am glad to hear others getting a good job or other good news.
Friends, all around my life, without them, I think I could not be happy, even alive. They give my life colorful, beautiful and wonderful, they give my body bones, blood and spirit. September 20 Do not fear any more.
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